First time at this....

This is my very first blog. I usually have no interest in writing but lately have been thinking more about it, so I guess we will see where this goes. I have some friends that have blogs and I guess have been inspired from them. Lately life has been changing, almost every week for the last couple months something has changed. Usually I am a person that welcomes change. I mean when I was in college I changed my school and study programs three times. Even with jobs I would change after being in a job for a couple years. Lately I have been struggling with the changes. I was content with my life and excited to not be seeking out change. Then all the sudden things started to change. With all this change it forced me to seek after God more in my every day life. I have learned a lot over the last few months from God but I still feel like I can't rest. I feel like I am walking on egg shells, just waiting for the next unexpected change. For a person that used to enjoy change, I am tired of change. Through all of this time these changes haven't necessarily been in my life, more in my husbands life. I have been trying so hard to support him through everything and I believe that he sees that support. The interesting thing is that as much as I am tired of change right now, I also have the desire to change things in my life. For so many years I have just changed things in my life to force myself to grow. But this time I feel that I am in the right places, where God has really called me to be. So instead of changing my surroundings, I am working on setting goals to grow in the places where I am. To grow my relationship with God, to grow my relationship with Kurt and my marriage, to grow myself, and to grow in my hobbies. Of course I am still working on these goals and I know it will be a while before they are completed but I am excited about the goals I have set and hoping that I can work hard on completing them. Thanks for reading this first post.